Forgive Me

Forgive me for I am evil

For not making peace with my family
For severing my bonds with my friends with no enough reason
For not making peace with my own broken self

Forgive me for I am evil
For losing my trust for what is left of humanity
For feeling so tired of being pathetic and human
For not believing in anyone else

Forgive me for I am evil
And if you see it fit that I may suffer
So that I may finally learn from this world
Then I will accept even if I already know these things I never understood

Forgive me for I am evil
For trying so hard to save others from their demise
Listening to all of their pain and all of their strife
But never really listening to my own screaming self

Forgive me for I am evil
For happiness always eludes my sight
Even if they say that it is a matter of choice
But I never really did feel that I did have a choice

Forgive me for I am evil
I hope someday you would understand
That though it feels right to be within the bright side
But do not forget that people in the dark are those who best see the light...


Forgive me
For I am me.